Britney Spears on sons leaving: ‘An enormous a part of me has died’

Britney Spears opened up about her strained relationship along with her kids Saturday in a collection of audio clips posted on Instagram.

The pop musician’s newest remarks about her youngsters come shortly after her ex-husband, Kevin Federline, and their youngest son, Jayden James, spoke about her social media exercise and psychological state in an ITV news documentary. Spears, who’s now married to Sam Asghari, was not proud of Federline for permitting their 15-year-old to take part within the doc.

“With my kids now making the claims that she’s not good enough; she wants attention — yeah, I do want to be heard, and I’m angry, and I subconsciously want to offend people because I’ve been so f— offended,” Spears stated on Instagram this weekend.

“But I’m afraid to inform you guys, I’m not willing to see you until I feel valued,” she went on, addressing Jayden James and his brother, Sean Preston, 16. “I should have valued myself way more and told you guys when I was available. I gave you guys so much attention.”

In 2019, Spears and Federline struck a brand new 30-70 custody deal for the boys after beforehand splitting their time with them equally. However, the “Gimme More” singer claimed on Instagram that between the boys had been between 6 and 9, she took care of them “70% of the time.”

But the pop star additionally expressed remorse. “Since they’ve been gone, I’ve honestly felt like a huge part of me has died,” Spears stated. “I have no purpose anymore. They were my joy. They were my everything. I looked forward to seeing them. That was what I live for. And then all of a sudden, they were gone, and I was like, ‘Did my heart just stop beating?’ … I don’t understand how it’s so easy for them just to cut me off like that. I don’t understand it.”

Spears and Federline have been buying and selling public statements about their sophisticated household state of affairs since Spears’ 13-year conservatorship led to November. In August, Federline tried to show Spears as a nasty mom by sharing movies of her parenting their sons. The footage immediately backfired on Federline, whereas Spears drew reward for being a powerful guardian.

In his ITV interview, Jayden James stated he “really” desires to reunite along with his mom after she will get “better mentally,” whereas Federline revealed to the Daily Mail that it’s “been a few months” since their kids have seen Spears.

“All I know is my love for my children is more than anything, and I’m sorry if I ever hurt you guys in any way,” Spears continued Saturday.

“Jayden and Preston, I adore you. I was told you guys have blocked me, but I will speak here … I’m so blessed to even call you mine, and I just want you to know I apologize.”